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date: Friday, April 27, 2007
title: Life
time: 9:23 pm
Why do people force you to be something your not, always looking at you like you are a failure?Why is it that people can't seem to see their own faults they have to find someone elses to point out? Why does life get so hard when you are a teenager, aren't we supposed to be kids still, enjoying life before we have to grow up for good? I hate life right now, i wake up every morning looking around at the mess that my bedroom has become, and me being the neat freak doesn't normally happen. I have become so backed up with chem homework, work sheets after work sheets, i don't have time to breath. Looking at all the work to do, all the work that hasn't been finished yet. I don't have time to be me any more, i don't have time to sleep anymore. Im sick because my immune system is down because of lack of sleep and my stress levels being too high. I don't see my family any more. I have come to realize that life is truly ugly, and the only beauty that comes now in my life is dance class, the only time where i don't feel as though i am being judged (even though i am). It is my only time to express myself. And a thanks to Luke who opened my mind to the fact that i am an artist, its just in the form of dance. (and that he is a lot tanner than i am) Also why does it always happen that your so called closest friends are never there for you when you seem to need them, but people you never thought would be so close to you show up when you need a shoulder to cry on. Thanks to Kelly and Shauna (true friends) for being my shoulder to cry on. When life gets tough it is hard to find people who will stick with you through it.  |